Happy Memorial Day!

I spent my day doing a bunch of nothing, watching a random movie that had many "boom, boom, fire, fire!!" scenes, and then I prepared for the week ahead of me.

I haven't been to work in 3 days due to a nasty flu, so upon my return I shall most definitely make up for the missed-stress, antagonizing remarks and dreary lives of women- all tomorrow. lol. I actually hope it's a fantastic day, because although I was sick Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, my weekend was a lot better.

Family, fun, sun, food, drinks. The makings of great memories and laughs. Cheers.

"Ego" by Beyonce

she's a little nutty, but you gotta love her!

Ever wonder?

when we ask questions, should we live into the answers? If we are inquiring a specific response, should we delve straight in? I think so, only then can true satisfaction be attained.

Lions, and tigers and bears

I'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears
but I'm scared of loving you
I'm not scared to perform at a sold-out affair,
but I'm scared of loving you
Am I the only one who thinks this is an impossible task?
Is that too much to ask?
Why do we love, love?
If love seems to hate us?

Letting Go.

This week has been jam packed full of revelations. Jesus! I thought I was so well put together, oh well. Who really is? I want to meet them.

How does one "move on". Really?

I've been battling this question because I can't seem to answer it succintly... To end a relationship and then to be in a place where you can start anew and discover another type of love is real, but it's not easy. Depending on where you were when the relationship ended, you may find yourself in different places thereafter. I seem to have been the villain in some relationships, ending it despite its necessity- but still, ending it. In the past it was possible because my feelings were quite clear and my actions only followed. Now it's a bit different, my actions did not follow my feelings- well, I suppose my actions followed particular feelings which I had not thought through. Life is life, and we must deal as it happens! Thank god for the air in my lungs, the beating of my heart and the strength of my brain!

feelings

Sometimes they're quite overwhelming. They remind you of your existence, they let you know that you continue to have air in your lungs, blood running through your veins and the ability to think and live (which is hopefully the case).