huh?

So, the artist formerly known as Prince, recently stated "I'm a Jehovah's Witness. I don't do birthdays or holidays. I don't vote." What? Since when? Can someone explain to me how one's religious affiliation cab dictate their choice to vote? Confused...

I love Disney movies, I always have and I always will. But for some reason, The Lion King has always been my fave! I also can watch Aladdin, The Little Mermaid and Pocahontas over and over and over again. I have dreamed about seeing The Lion King on stage, but still haven't had the chance, but now I feel like it's time to take a trip to Sin City and see the KING! Yay! Who wants to go?!? It opens in May 2009 at Mandalay Bay!

oh...men

Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?


MENtal illness
MENstrual cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
GUYnecologist
AND ..
When we have REAL trouble, it's a
HISterectomy.

Woman has Manin it;
Mrs. has Mr . in it;
Female has Male in it;
She has He in it;
Madam has Adam in it;
No wonder men always want to be inside women!

The Family that Preys

I enjoyed the film! It was very different from Tyler Perry's previous films, in a good way- definitley showed his versatility.

At this point, I just wanna point out quotables!

"Death is a tragic thing... if you haven't lived."

"It's not you that I don't trust, it's your private thoughts that give me pause."

thinking...

I am thinking HARD right now!

Right now, I have too much to do.
Right now, I have too much on my mind.
Right now, I feel alone.
Right now, I feel suffocated.

I'm in a weird place at the moment. My mental state is content, but not extremely happy. The time that I get to spend with special people in my life seems to always go by quickly and then end abruptly. I have a lot of thinking to do, about my life as it is now, and about my life in the near and far future.

Where do I want to live and stake my "home"?
This question is quite difficult to answer simply because I've yet to see enough of the world. If and when I do give myself time and opportunity to travel, yet again, whose to say I won't end up living there? I'm open to it. On the flipside, my heart is still in San Diego. I love my city and I love the people there. My roots and my stability exist there, and for that reason, it's always a possibility as well. The third place exists elsewhere, but in California. What can I say? I'm a true Cali girl, it's scary to think to live somewhere else, and at the same time KNOW that you can find all that you need is this great state. Anywhere from the sensitive, yet vibrant, city of San Francisco, all the way south to the rich and young city of Daygo... I need help.

What do I want to seriously pursue as a career?
I love teaching and I enjoy having the opportunity to be amongst people: colleagues, children and everyone else in between. I know I want to continue to be within the field of Education, but I'm not sure in what capacity. Do I want to be in the thick of it and continue to teach the children? Do I take on a more administrative role and lead a school? Who knows...

What kind of family life do I want? and WHEN?!
Hahhahhaa... this is funny to me because I feel like I constantly place my wishes upon Bert, but I'm not even sure what I want! I want kids, but how many? I want kids, but when? I still feel like a kid... sometimes. I want to eventually marry the love of my life and do all of these things, when will I know it's the right time?

Los Angeles creates these moments for me because I'm so close and yet so far from my reality. I think I've subconsciously made the decision to create my own reality here... in the city of angels...

I love to love to love.

pumpkin PIE!

So... tonight I've begun my attempt to create a delicious pumpkin pie... from scratch! Fall is here (kinda for So Cal folks...) and I say it's time to ring in the season!
First I made the dough, it turned out to be pretty simple, but then I saw that the "process" of making great dough actually takes HOURS! So I'm not finished...
I'll let you know how it turns out! Wish me luck...

So... IT CAME OUT DELICIOUS!!! It's almost gone...

Voting for OBAMA!!

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE ADVISE EVERYONE YOU KNOW THAT THEY ABSOLUTELY CANNOT GO TO THE POLLS WEARING ANY OBAMA SHIRTS, PINS OR HATS, IT IS
AGAINST THE LAW AND WILL BE GROUNDS TO HAVE THE POLLING OFFICIALS TO
TURN YOU AWAY.

THAT IS CONSIDERED CAMPAIGNING AND NO ONE CAN CAMPAIGN WITHIN X AMOUNT
OF FEET TO THE POLLS. THEY ARE BANKING ON US BEING EXCITED AND NOT BEING
AWARE OF THIS LONG STANDING LAW THAT YOU CAN BET WILL BE ENFORCED THIS
YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY ARE BANKING THAT IF WE ARE TURNED AWAY YOU WILL NOT GO HOME AND CHANGE
YOUR CLOTHES.. PLEASE JUST DON'T WEAR OBAMA GEAR OF ANY SORTS TO THE
POLLS!! PLEASE SHARE THIS INFORMATION, OH AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE
ALREADY AWARE THIS WAS NOT MEANT TO INSULT YOUR INTELLIGENCE. JUST
TRYING TO COVER ALL GROUNDS.

Presidential Debates

This is such a unique opportunity to truly communicate to Americans. I'm still aghast at the fact that McCain is using the financial crisis to bail on the debate, because, seriously, he is ONE man. There is an entire Senate and House who work TOGETHER to create strategies and solutions, I'm just not convinced that by his presence and "focus" on the issue, that it'll actually be better handled. I also feel like that's a grandiose statement. If you truly feel your work and contribution in the Senate is that significant, than you better live to it! We should have concrete plans and action that will (not maybe will), but WILL lead to a solution... that's all I'm saying.

Most of the country has been waiting for a real debate between the two candidates, maybe this is, yet, another ploy to draw more attention to the Republican campaign (because we all know that haven't been getting the most positive feedback -insert Palin-) ? The idea of making people wonder whether or not he'll actually be present? I think it's kinda ridiculous... if you ask me.

Either way, it'll be a show of all shows. Please, McCain, don't show up! Give the entire platform to Barack, he'll do well with it... but I'd much rather see him wipe the floor with you. :)

Grey's Anatomy!!!

One of my favorite fabulous shows is premiering tonight... and I'm quite the excited one! I wanna talk about what I expect to unfold this season. But first, I must review what happened during last season, and especially focus on what happened in the two-part season finale.

The obnoxious, but fairy-tale like couple Meredith and McDreamy have finally come to the point where they know that they want to be together and they are willing to tell each other. This drama has been bogged down by fear of heartbreak, other men and women, proximity between both job and home and the fact that Meredith really does have some personal issues that she continues to struggle with.

My opinion: They both have issues... they should stick together rather than bring other level-headed folks into the mix.

The surprise between Callie and Erica Hahn was shocking... and yet, lack luster. Don't get me wrong, my jaw slightly dropped when Callie went in for the kiss, but the plot definitely lead us to that outcome via McSteamy getting Callie off through fantasizing about Hahn. That's gonna be interesting.

I love Dr. Bailey! It's a rare phenomenon: a Black woman being portrayed as both an intelligent professional as well as a mother. Although her character is very much "mama" oriented, she also has range in emotion: from extreme anger to sympathy and love.... I enjoy it!

I'm glad George stood up for himself... duh! You're awesome and would probably be my BFF if you were a real person in my life..lol.

As far as Alex is concerned, he definitely harbors some long-existing issues from childhood. His deal with "Jane Doe" turned Eva was a bit psychotic. I still don't quite understand how they characterized "Multiple Personality Disorder" as one being totally incapable of caring for herself... that was weird.

Lastly, Christina Yang's character is becoming a bit stale for me because she always had to hold the stereotypical, over-achieving, cold-blooded Asian student. Although, I did like when she showed her ass to Dr. Hahn and the Chief had her back... kudos for that.

I'm not sure what will happen, but I'm sure Meredith and McDreamy will encounter more problems (duh) to prevent them from having the fairy-tale lifestyle. The relationship between Callie and Hahn will definitely create even more drama at the hospital and we have to wait and see if Izzie is responsible with her new job as head of the Denny Deluca Clinic...

yay! Don't bother me tonight!

Things I like 9-25-2008

I like "almost rotten" bananas

I like coffee that's been sitting in my coffee pot for over 10 hours

I like playing with my feet ("They're my friends" according to my roommate)

I walk around naked... often

If I'm not singing in the shower... something is wrong

I miss him.

Me and Bert in front of Angkor Wat. (Cambodia)


Baby Chaka and Baby Albert playing on the beach in Hoi An, Vietnam.


My babe... it was so hot, we all took off our clothing!


...and our trips. Ahhhh!! I wish SD and LA were only 2 minutes and not 2 hours apart!!

Yes We CAN

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjXyqcx-mYY

I need love, love, love

What do you think about affection? I happen to be a very affectionate person. I enjoy giving hugs, kisses and love. Sometimes, I feel like people don't know how to react... and that's OK. But should I switch it up because others aren't necessarily affectionate? I'm not sure how I should go about this because people have said that I'm a "flirt"... which usually means I'm "too" nice. I believe that people recieve the same kind of energy that they exert. Yeah, I get pissed off, irritated, bitchy, etc. etc. but it's really difficult to get me to those points. Who wants to harbor these negative feelings for long periods of time?! Well... I don't! I'm nice, I've always been nice and I think one of my personal mantras is, in fact, the Golden Rule. "Treat others as you wish to be treated". I believe it works, and if it doesn't I don't feel ashamed or bad if I chose to say mean-hearted things or talk shit... We all do it, I just choose to do it as little as possible! I need love, love, love from my family, from my man and from my friends... that's not too much to ask! LOL

Edjamacation... it's eemportent

So... currently I work as a teacher in Los Angeles. If anyone really wanted to question the level in which education is taken seriously, I feel living and being involved in education, in Los Angeles, can clearly paint the picture. Education -actually obtaining a sound, productive, strong and innovative education is becoming extinct. Teachers are not motivated to put their all in to a system that treats them like expendable pieces of a puzzle. Teachers are no longer feeling like their work is appreciated. Why would one dedicate their life to the teachings of others when their own government feels it necessary to cut and cut and cut from the already dwindling funds set aside for education?!?! I don'T understand it! Individuals choose to truly give back to their communities or the institution of education and then they receive pink-slips because of budget cuts, are forced to purchase classroom resources from their own bank accounts, are required to work many more hours than the actual school day to be a productive teacher and still get paid kibbles and bits...

Why would high Achieving college grads want to invest in a profession that doesn't acknowledge the importance of this job? The long lasting effects of a great teacher are priceless, but why would I or anyone else teach and be shat on constantly? I'm dealing with an inner battle because I am actually passionate about my kids and their futures, but if their government doesn't care, what can I really do to make a difference?!?! I can effect the experience of those students who are in my classroom, but what about those students who lose a teacher, or have a teacher who is completely jaded by the system, that they're entire life goal is to make it to retirement??

It's so frustrating, teaching isn't for everyone; however, for those of us who actually see a future in it, why not be compensated and understood and respected for the work we do? Why are teachers barely making the cost of living, but are one of the arteries of the community while other sectors of life contribute NOTHING to the well being of our kids and earn oodles and oodles of cash? It's never made sense to me, and it never will.

The US used to be a force to reckon with, used to be amongst the best of the best in the world. Foreigners worked (and work) extremely hard to have the opportunity to be educated in the US, this is still very much the case, but for how much longer? As the quality of education decreases, the sectors of business, finance, economy, health, etc. must also fall... I see it as a domino effect, I hope the incoming President also sees it as such.

Black hair

So... I just finished my day which consisted of redoing my hair. I took out my braids... which I spent approximately 7 hours doing, then washed and pressed it. It took my entire Sunday! Why must our hair be so difficult to manage! I love it and I hate it at the same time. I've wanted to cut my hair short for a while now, maybe I will... something like Rihanna's...

look into my eyes

I've recently discovered how comfortable I am looking directly into someone's eyes.... especially during conversation. I don't know if I've always been this way, but I enjoy having at least the respect and attention to look into the eyes of the person to whom I'm speaking. Recently, I've noticed people look away or constantly look in every direction rather than directly into my eyes... it's weird. There's nothing about me that's actually intimidating, so I wonder.

Ciara on VIBE magazine cover

This is an interesting story. Famed R&B singer, Ciara, is going head to head with the magazine VIBE after this cover came out. She, apparently, did not pose nude, but VIBE editors photoshopped her clothes right off! How rude!

Presidential Debates!

Presidential debates are coming!

Please read this article, link is below!

What's your take on the fact that both McCain and Obama are open and willing to have a free-flowing debate which will open the opportunity for comments on all issues as opposed to a strictly structured debate in which answers are timed and candidates are not given the chance to speak freely? I believe it's great! It'll let viewers really know how prepared and knowledgeable these candidates really are!

Also, FYI, what does it look like when McCain's camp has pushed for the debate between Vice Presidential candidates, Palin and Biden, to have the structured agenda as opposed to free banter? I think it makes Palin look incredibly weak. In the ABC interview with Charlie Gibson, she repeatedly spoke about how she didn't hesistate to accept the position, and how she is prepared. Wouldn't that statement be proven if she were in a real debate? This is the nature of politics! C'mon!

"McCain advisers said they had been concerned that a loose format could leave Ms. Palin, a relatively inexperienced debater, at a disadvantage and largely on the defensive."
THIS IS WHY SHE IS NOT READY!! jeez...

read the article people!

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/09/21/us/politics/21debate.html?hp

Quick explanation...

I didn't intend to make my blog all about Politics, but it's the one thing that has overtaken my thoughts, has made me review my values and beliefs and has made me who I represent myself to be. I enjoy reading articles, watching news briefs and debates that focus, currently, on the Presidential duos and their platforms. I belief November will be a pivotal moment in history, either way, and I intend to stay as informed and educated as possible so that I can truly feel like I'm taking advantage of my right to vote.

Watch THIS!

'The Next President' Saturday, 9 p.m. ET (9/20- 6PM)
Five former Secretaries of State tell CNN's Christiane Amanpour and Frank Sesno what advice they have for "The Next President". Saturday night, 9 p.m. ET

When I saw this, I immediately tried to guess what this "so-called" advice will actually focus on. Will they discuss the economy (of course!), foreign relations (of course!), health (of course!) as well as other things, but will they discuss race politics? Will they discuss poverty? Will they discuss issues that actually effect the average American on a daily basis? Education reform, abortion rights, gay-marriage, so on and so forth. There are MANY things that can be discussed, but- truly, what kind of advice can truly be given to the upcoming President?

I'm going to assume that we (as educated citizens) are well aware of the fact that whomever is voted into the White House must FIRST clean up the mess that has developed over the past 8 years BEFORE anything else can be accomplished. Obviously, this includes legislation reform and a complete re-do of the economy, of the relationships that have suffered, of health, and of the welfare of the average American. I guess what I'm really trying to say is "where do you begin to give "advice" at this point?" There's so much to DO!!

Barack Obama water color art

BWAM couples

I found this article on-line:


Black woman-Asian man couples are considered a rarity in the US, and often ridiculed as poor matches by whites, blacks and Asians alike. But those who dismiss BWAM as irrelevant or freakish usually haven't even met a black-woman-Asian-man couple. When people can put a human face to black woman-Asian man relationships, perhaps they will respect BWAM couples as much as mainstream America accepts and even lauds some other types of interracial unions.


This makes me feel weird... but it's interesting.

Here's the link to the story of this couple: www.colorq.org/meltingpot/aaarticle.aspx?x=HZXL

Why wouldn't you VOTE Barack Obama!?!?!??

Part II

I just had the most interesting/ frustrationg conversation with a friend about the current political climate of the US, and the potential aftermath of the upcoming elections in November.

I have a difficult time comprehending why any citizen wouldn't or couldn't see the good in voting for Barack Obama. Are we still being held back by prejudice and negative stereotypes? He told me that his family would never vote for Barack Obama, not because of his policies, not because of his record and background, but simply because the man in black. They don't want a black man in office, they'd rather McCain simply because he's White. The thing that irks me, actually pisses me the F*%$!! off is that these people are completely unaware and uninformed and still hold the right and privilege of voting. This is what scares me about America. People have sacrificed their lives, their well-being, their rights just so that they could ensure a better future for their children and their children's children. So, how do we repay those individuals? We decide to be ignorant and still participate. We decide to pretend to have an educated opinion, and make a mockery of our "so-called" democracy. I will always respect a voter who is informed, educated, interested and opinionated in their stance- even if their voting for an idiot, rather than one who is completely unaware of the issues and votes solely upon superficial things coupled with their personal biases and prejudices. It's just stupid.

I'm really pissed off about this.

Politics

After another week of politricks, I've come to some more conclusions...
Sarah Palin does not represent anything that I stand for, nor that of any colleagues, friends, family, etc. of anyone in my life. She is completely incompetent in her knowledge of Politics, Foreign relations and domestic issues that are pertinent when in the role of Vice President or President of the United States.

When watching the exclusive interview in which Sarah Palin was interviewed by journalist, Charlie Gibson, I was once again reminded of why I would and could never place a vote in favor of her. Let me first begin my explanation by detailing my thoughts on Barack Obama.

Barack represents something very different from what we've seen in American politics thus far. Yes, he is an African American man and yes he is younger than past candidates and yes he has a background dedicated to public service and community involvement rather than only political gain; however, more than any of that, he has integrity, intelligence and a vision. His vision is to change the current US political system, which is in need of an entire bulldozer-like make over. His integrity does not waiver in the face of tacky insults and childish accusations. His intelligence shines through his creativity in changing the face of America as well as seeing a situation for what it really is. Unless folks really have NO idea about what really is going on in America, they should vote for McCain, and then pray... a lot.

McCain and Palin are so out of touch with the average American citizen, it's obvious and completely frightening. When asked what the average American salary was, McCain answered "$15O,000". I don't know what United States of America he's living in, but I'm well aware of the fact that $150,000 is not the average American salary. I do know that a very small percentage of Americans control or own the very majority of American wealth, which leads to the majority of the population scrambling for the scraps.

I just drank a Caramel frappacino... and I am not typing as fast as I am thinking... lets take a break.

Quotes that that make you go hmmmmm...

Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
Isn't that the truth! VERY difficult to do on a daily basis, but imagine how much negative energy can be released and propelled. Yessirr.

The light at the end of the tunnel has been turned off due to budget cuts. - Anonymous
LMFAO

Be who you are and say what you feel - because those who mind, don't matter,and those who matter, don't mind. - Dr. Seuss
Quite the philosopher

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everyone. - Bill Cosby

Spring Cleaning... but in late Summer, early Fall

I wanna pat myself on the back because today, I actively gave back to my community. Lemme tell you the story. I live in Inglewood: in a cute little townhouse with one roommate. For two people, it's more than enough room... but I tend to shop, but way more than I shop- I tend to keep things (I'm a shameless packrat...). Anyway, I decided that I had way too many articles of clothing in which I never wear (and probably will never wear again... for different reasons) that someone else would possibly love and wear a lot.

I cleaned up my room- specifically my closet- and eventually donated it all to Goodwill. I gave 3 trash bags full of clothing as well as a small box of shoes. Yay! I hope this brings me good karma ;)

yay.

I miss South East Asia

Don't mind me... just reminiscing about my trip this summer with Albert... we had so much flippin' fun!

This is a picture of us at our favorite hostel in Bangkok, Thailand. SUK 11! (named because of it's location on Sukhamvit Road, Lane 11).

This place was bizarre because it was well priced, had hot showers (!!), clean bedrooms, a beautiful view from terraces and balconies as well as a fun-loving staff that would sit with us in the lobby while drinking Whiskey!

There was a 7/11 (seriously), 20 yards away on the corner that became our best friend for refills in drinks and snacks... plus, there was a guy selling chicken on a stick right in front (I think that was the best chicken I had ever tasted!) Albert was in Heaven!

Cheers to good times! I love my babe.

David Wroblewski's "The Story of Edgar Sawtelle"

Oprah's new addition to the Book Club. Also on the New York Times Best Seller List #9.

the Down Low Phenomenon

Since living in Los Angeles, an interesting existence has come into my realm of knowledge. The phenomenon known as "down low bruhs". This so called "secret" describes the tale of predominantly African American homosexual men who live double lives. Due to religion, family expectations, corporate America, main stream society and anything else that can make one feel uncomfortable if their sexuality isn't "mainstream"... these men choose to follow the path of a so called "normal" lifestyle. This usually includes marrying a wife and having children all while fulfilling external sexual needs in secret.

The danger in this is, of course, very obvious. Contracting STD's and then passing them onto your wife, as well as living a life of lies. How can a man, or anybody for that matter, be content with a life that requires daily lies and facades? How can he live everyday knowing that he took vows to love, protect, honor and forever be a partner to someone who frequently cheats on?

This topic is something I've been thinking about because Los Angeles is full of gay men. Gay men who are so out of the closet, they basically wear a sign around their neck that says "I'm gay", to the unstereotypical gay man who seems "straight" but you can't really tell, to that homophobic man who is passionately against anything related to homosexuality, but is also actually gay. I believe I've seen it all, and I just don't understand how people can still be so bigoted to the point where they'll create laws and legislation that prevent homosexuals from simply living their lives.

I don't understand how the actions of another can effect someone so much that they feel that it is completely necessary to hate, or demean, or even act and feel superior. In conclusion, I pray for my brothers and sisters and hope that they can have the courage to live a life that suits them. If you love in a different way, it should be acceptable because you're loving! We just need people to be aware of the fact that when you spread separatism, you're spreading hate.

AirPlanes

So... if you've ever been to Inglewood, you've noticed the dozens of planes in the sky at any given time. I've come to really love driving down Century, or Sepulveda while seeing a plane that is entirely too close to me. It actually rejuvenates my feeling of the possibility to travel. Since my return from South East Asia, I've been going out of my way to try and find another way to travel outside of the country again! I don't know what to say, I guess I caught the bug. I can't even count the number of times I was in the air during my trip. We spent countless hours in the air and I remember feeling scared outta my mind, and at the same time blessed to be so privileged to travel in the air. How many people do you know who have never flown on an airplane? I didn't take my first flight until I was 21... so you can only imagine how "new" it still is for me.

I enjoy the planes hovering above Inglewood, and I always pray that those planes land safely and that the people enjoy their welcome into Los Angeles, California. :0)

$ money matters $

What does the financial future of the US look like? I am not educated enough to answer this question accurately, but from what I have read and heard, the situation is no where near ending. Today marks the day in which another money corporation has been shut down. Individiduals who believe they will not be effected, are sadly mistaken. If you have money in your bank account, in stocks, invested, etc. the current situation can definitely effect you in a negative way.

Significance and Knowledge

The Vice Presidential position is the least significant while, at the same time, the most potentially significant role in Congress. Lets be honest, McCain is a seemingly qualified candidate for the US. I don't agree with many of his proposed "changes", but I feel as if he'd definitely have a lot of cleaning up to do- as would Barack Obama. HOWEVER, what many people fail to realize is that if and when the President becomes ill or suddenly passes away, the VP IS- In fact!- the new President of the United States! It hasn't happened often in history, but it has happened! In addition to its rarities, McCain is one of the eldest candidates to run for the Presidential position. This means that Sarah Palin can and most likely WILL become President of the United States if people vote for the Republican ticket.

It's just ridiculous. Even more than ridiculous, it's just scary.

Journalist, Charlie Gibson, held an exclusive interview with the VP candidate and I was baffled at her supposed "answers". She continuously skirted around the questions, never completely answering, while addressing Charlie by his first name-- maybe a dozen times. My point is, who cares what the Bush Doctrine is?!?! If anyone does care, it's the way in which the US handles foreign conflict and the strategy in which to react... I didn't know it had an official name until recently. But, you know who should I expect to be very knowledgeable of this? Sarah Palin, John McCain, Joe Biden and Barack Obama. These four individuals should be very much aware of what it means, its intentions, its victories and failures as well as its current status... she didn't know. IF someone wants to truly influence change and empower the American people, shouldn't they know what's been going on? How can you look to make change, without knowing your OWN history? Alaska may not be a part of the mainland, but it's, nonetheless, still a part of it.

That's all I have to say.

the Vice President

I am in no way ashamed of saying that I am deathly afraid of Sarah Palin taking Vice Presidential office. I cannot tell the future, or declare what is to come, but anyone with common sense can clearly see that she cannot and will not be capable of managing the country. Yes, people say that the VP role is one of the most insignificant offices in the Federal Government, unless something happens to the President... but doesn't that make it the most important than? Someone once said "the Vice President has the least and most amount of power" and I think that is true.

On a lighter note... Sarah Palin.
This is hilarious... if you need to laugh, or become a bit more aware of what Sarah Palin represents, please watch, it's only a few minutes long.

http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/61410aa4ff

Friends.

This weekend was surreal... I caught up with friends who I hadn't seen in FOREVER! Real friends, who I KNOW will always be around when I need it. They know who they are, and I am so thankful for them!

Then there was a birthday BBQ last night that was fun, but I must say... I may have an addiction to Rock Band... I love playing on those drums! I'm a natural :)

Forever writing...

Write because words are arsenal for war. I wonder if people realize the importance of literacy. Our children are not receiving the best education. The education that can truly prepare them for any future endeavor. I write because it is my heart's peace. I used
to only write in Journals, every now and then, losing them or finding that someone read it whom I didn't want to read it. I find myself being much for comfortable in my words, and therefore my skin. These are my thoughts and I must own them! These are my opinions, and therefore I should have pride in them.

Anyway, today is Friday and I'm barely begininning my day. My life is so unorganized at the moment because my schedule changes from day to day. I, sometimes, wish I knew exactly what my agenda was before doing it... but I guess it's keeping me young!

I watched Oprah yesterday (the first time in a couple of years) and the topic of the show stunned me, it was "Why Men Cheat". Have we really gotten to a point where we study the promiscuity of men because "there must be some sort of scientific reason" for it? LOL. It was still interesting, and I must admit, I'm interested in reading the book...

In rememberance

9/11 is a point in time in which all citizens of the US will remember where they were, what they were doing and how they felt when the Towers were hit. I was a Senior in high school. I distinctly remember waking up, and my mother standing in my bedroom and saying, "I think we're going to war." I responded "What?" still groggy from just waking up. "We were attacked."

I remember getting dressed, feeling an emotion that I'd never felt before. I walked into the ASB office, and my director had the television on keeping note of the news. The entire day seemed incredibly silent, somber and unreal. I didn't understand, and as I reminisce, I still don't understand.

7 years later, as we face the most important Election period of my life, we have an African American Presidential candidate as well as the normal WASP Republican candidate. The years that followed 9/11 lead the US into a period of strife and difficulty. It is time for a change. It is time to give the power of influence and decision making to another typre of leader. We need someone who is confident and aware, someone who could back their confidence and strength with genuine intelligence. Someone who is elegantly classy, yet down to earth. We need to elect Barack Obama. I believe if we do not make the best choice, we are doomed to follow in the footsteps of the current President and continue to cut ties with other great countries, look like idiots and end the status of "this world power".

I'm done. I fear the future if John McCain and Sarah Palin are voted into the White House.

I'm so exhausted

I woke up today, and I felt like I hadn't slept at all! I hate that feeling, I feel like I've wasted my time in bed when I feel like this. My body is completely grumpy and my allergies and KILLING me! Shit. I don't know what to do, but I have so much to do! I'm exhausted from finishing my new paper, and today I have plans to buy books, meet up with Nicole (yay!), and tutor... when will I rest? Maybe tomorrow...

Anyway, I want you to look to the right... and see the most precious baby ever! That's my niece, and her name is Tereah, I love her dearly and I have so many plans for her! LOL

Quiet Storm or Rowdy Cowboy?

He's the man. I admire his poise, class, intelligence against such idiotic, low-balling opponents. I was listening to a radio talk show and he said something very interesting. It went along the lines of "Barack Obama would be the definite forerunner in this race if he could adequately debate. He's an excellent speaker, but when opponents start bashing him, he doesn't respond! This is why the Democrats will not be victorious this November."

I listened to this and was infuriated! I remember watching his speech during the Democratic National Convention and feeling a sense of pride and respect. At no time, did he prompt the audience to boo anything related to the Republicans. He solely focused on what he would DO, not what the opponent said he was going to do, but the focus was on CHANGE! Of course, there was a line that made me and my partner-in-crime "D" hoot and holler. "McCain said he'd follow Osama Bin Laden to the gates of Hell, he won't even follow him to his cave!" All I have to say is that I love this man, and I really pray and hope he is the next President of the United States.

Maybe now I can go to sleep!

InsomniA!

I am completely an insomniac... I think this is a new development.
I've finished my paper, and I am now watching the Fresh Prince of Bel- Air... the one where Uncle Phil is feeling self conscious about having no air and Carlton gives him "wigs" to try on... meanwhile, Jeffrey is falling for the rich lady next door, who doesn't know he's the butler... good episode.

working hard... or hardly working?!!?!

Ladies and gentleman, I am supposed to be writing my paper on the possible factors that could contribute to an infant being born with complications, but I feel like I need to comment on the show "90210". I really enjoyed the original, and I'm not too sure how I feel about this new one. The characters seem to try a little too much to fulfill a certain image. PLUS... there's a family with an adopted black son. I'm all for multiculturalism, but not when people are completely tokenized. He is the ONLY person of color and he happens to be adopted. To me, reading that tells me that he's not a "natural" addition to the cast, or a weird plug for Beverly Hills. It's just weird... the sad thing is that I'm probably gonna keep watching it...

YES, I am a sucka!

back to school

So... I've just begun a Master's Program in the School of Education at Loyola Marymount University...

and I am currently writing my first paper. I haven't been in school for over a year, so it's amazing how easy it was for me to get back into the "student" mode. Wish me luck on this paper. It focuses on Fetal development and the potential factors that could contribute to long lasting effects on a person's life. Pretty interesting stuff.